Fuck me for worshipping people so detached from reality that they preach against sexual harassment but say young girls deserve to be raped violently. Fuck me for being so blind to the manipulation and emotional abuse that I compensated by pretending they were heroes. Fuck my old life where I had no one else to go to. Fuck my old life where I was so isolated, literally isolated from anyone new for miles that I clung so hard to people that I've never met. Fuck me for never standing up for the minorities they bash because I was so afraid of losing them. Fuck me for never truly realizing the hypocrisy, the sadistic detail in witch they describe ways people should be violently and sexually punished. Fuck me for thinking they were oh so open and accepting even when they shut down any little criticism. Fuck me for being a liar, a coward, a sniveling servant.